RAF: Reba Rose – Hoping Practice Makes Perfect

Every time I receive an email from this human - especially when there's a word doc attached to it - I get all giddy, for I know what I'm about to open will be profoundly moving. The best part is, she doesn't even mean to do it. Sometimes our truths are the most influential; sometimes … Continue reading RAF: Reba Rose – Hoping Practice Makes Perfect

Cuckquean Diaries: Crowned, Part II

Hearing another woman call my husband ‘Master’ had an impact as potent as hearing someone else tell him, “I love you.” It stung, felt foreign and insulting...yet, I couldn’t help but giggle. A lot, in fact. When she entered the room, wearing nothing but my collar, something inside of me twisted (even more so than … Continue reading Cuckquean Diaries: Crowned, Part II

RAF: When My Wife Came Out to Me…

I feel like I've introduced him a thousand times (and I never get sick of it)...but today, rather than me reiterating events, or lessons learned, he takes to the keyboard in his first ever guest post. A little funny, and very honest, without further ado, the love of my life, my rock, and the man … Continue reading RAF: When My Wife Came Out to Me…

Let’s Hear It For New York

Going to the city that never sleeps is always an exciting venture. I imagined cocktails on rooftops, sex parties in slow motion, and finding bliss in Bowery. I'd be lying if I said none of those things happened (more on that later). For now here are some of the highs and lows the concrete jungle … Continue reading Let’s Hear It For New York

Lexi: Over Before It Began

Remember Lexi, My Husband's Sex Friend? She was the first woman I "authorized" my husband to explore on his own. I was curious what would come out of it, how I would feel knowing he'd be spending intimate time with her online. To be honest, it was nice at first. I enjoyed hearing about the … Continue reading Lexi: Over Before It Began

Road Trip [Sex] Bucket List

I've spent the last two days packing for my return to Canada. It's been an emotional time, as I'll be leaving a country that became my home for the last year and a half. As well, I'll be saying goodbye to the hubby for three weeks...which, if you know anything about me, is not an … Continue reading Road Trip [Sex] Bucket List

Lexi, My Husband’s Sex Friend

Sitting, looking out onto the mountainous scenery, I’m struck by something. It’s a feeling I’ve never known before. It resides somewhere between jealousy, arousal and compersion. It’s confusing, thrilling, and addicting. My husband has a sex friend. I repeat to myself. An online one. Her name is Lexi. They began speaking over FetLife just before … Continue reading Lexi, My Husband’s Sex Friend